Sometimes, in life, you meet people with whom you feel an instant connection. It may not be apparent why, but one thing is for sure – you have met them before and there is a deep sense of ‘deja vu’. I had the privilege of meeting my Soul Brother when I first started writing for PowerThoughts Meditation Club – but, despite the synchronistic perfection of our meeting and mutual desire to serve others, I had no idea of the depth and role of this connection in my growth and evolution. Until today.
Having gone through an uncomfortable yet important life transition lately (due to energetic shifting of the entire planet), I was spontaneously emailed by Kenneth who ‘knew‘ that he had to get in touch. A ‘calling‘ if you will. Our conversations were only ever by email and yet he somehow felt connected enough to reach out to offer spiritual guidance during the peak of my worldly chaos. This was one of many ‘callings‘ that we had shared. I am a firm believer in the external environment being an indicator of internal harmony and on some level I knew the confusion that I was going through was an indicator of a positive growth phase. I had no doubt that the ‘birthing pains‘ I was experiencing were drawing me toward a higher, greater purpose and I trusted that I would be guided by Source in the ‘sorting‘ of the confusion to find clarity. This is when Kenneth (and many other members of my Soul family) came to me. We decided to have a ‘past life‘ healing session together over Skype to ‘unblock’ karmic patterns so that I may be free to shine healing light without unnecessary energetic ‘baggage’. After all, this was, and is, my passion and obsession – to heal – and, ultimately, healing yourself, heals the world.
It is not an unfamiliar concept that when you need assistance, the Universe answers your call and fellow ‘Soul Mates‘ come to you to show you the way. This highlights the importance of supposedly difficult circumstances in the role of ‘re-introducing‘ you to those unconditionally loving, eternal, beautiful friends through which you experience the loving nature of Source. Without the blessings of discomfort, you miss out on receiving these beautiful little ‘nuggets‘ of authentic love. Piece by piece, you can start to comprehend the immensity of the ‘Whole’. This to me has been the greatest blessing and discovery through personal adversity and I wholeheartedly thank adversity for it.
Naturally, I was nervous prior to our session together. Many Ego based questions arose like ‘What will come up? Will it be difficult? Will I be able to address my demons? What if I can’t do it? Will I allow myself to be vulnerable?‘ but despite these emotions, I found the strength to calmly ask my Ego to ‘take a seat’ and tuned into the knowingness that life is always rigged in my favour and everything happens for a reason. Having never physically met or seen Kenneth before, upon seeing him I just knew this wasn’t our first time meeting and that we went way back in time. I knew this was going to be a transformative and pivotal point in my life.
The healing session, which lasted approximately an hour and a half, was an emotional roller coaster, by the end of which, we were both reduced to loving tears. Through the process of EFT and past life regression, I understood all my historic pain and the role of every difficult circumstance in getting me to where I am today; to finding my purpose and passion. As you can expect, this was deeply healing, profound and transformative. I realised I had not previously been seeing my life in the way Source intended me to. I understood Source’s unconditional love for me and I understood and made peace with my past. Absolutely every situation that had, and was, occuring in my life, was actually assisting me to live out my passion.
Karmically, I had been unconsciously holding on to lifetimes and lifetimes of guilt, which was presenting itself to me in my current circumstances. Stemming from a time where I was drowning having been a passenger on the disaster of the Titanic and being unable to help those around me, to being in a concentration camp feeling the same way, GUILT of not being able to help others had been the common denominator throughout my many lifetimes! In this lifetime, guilt of somehow being responsible for my Father’s passing, by being a disruptive child, had followed me. As you can imagine, without conscious awareness of this, there was a huge boulder in my path. On some level I knew this to be my unconscious make-up but needed the help to ‘unlock‘ this self limiting karmic pattern in order to be able to serve. Even going back to a specific time of death, where I had ‘frozen‘ in the oceanic waters, helped me to realise my behaviour when faced with scenarios where I can not help others despite wanting to – I literally ‘freeze‘ in action. It all started to make perfect sense. It was almost laughable.
Thanks to the Universe, channeled through Kenneth, I am now able to see clearly. My desire to help those in need is even greater than it was before, but now feelings of helplessness have subsided and I am back on my path feeling hugely empowered. Just when the relief of knowing who I was couldn’t get any better, we regressed back to the exact point of my creation and that was when the magic happened. I felt a deep connection to my creator and I felt love like I had never felt before. It was Divine. It felt like I had come home. This is a feeling I will keep with me forever more.
My experience with Kenneth has taught me the importance of being authentic and vulnerable in my journey; it has highlighted how deeply connected we all are and most of all it has given me a taster of Divine love which I have stored in my heart. Regardless of the difficulties you may be facing, it is my utmost assurance to you that life never punishes you and only ever loves you, and that Love is all there is. Rest your weary hearts in this knowledge and live free of guilt, shame and fear, you have no idea how precious you are.
With immense love and gratitude to both of my Soul Brothers, Kenneth and Alexander.
Your Sister,
Risha
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